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23 year old female scorpion. simple-minded gal who tends to make things reali complicated. i'm fairly organized [at tyms!!] & has beknowned to be a PERFECTIONIST. fav colors are apple green,red,orange & black. proud owner of apple green hyundai getz. appreciates nothing but e truth. known to be goddamn stubborn.

license class 2b. to do a degree in english. more lots money!! lose weight!!! modify my green baby.




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24 May, 2006


nothing much dis few days.in fact.
been on a movie marathon.
watched cheaper by the dozen.
barbie mermaidia.l
il'mermaid part 2.
waiting for clueless.juz married.
passport to paris.cheaper by the dozen 2.
hahakx.bored u see.
reali aint got sumthing to do.
e hse is clean.everyday.
resemblance much?
tom welling.taken from cheaper by the dozen.
looks like ma cuzzin.god i mish him.
said wanted to bring me out(again).but didnt.
aaarrrgghh.
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went to his (u-noe-who) plc on sun & mon.slept der.
got scolding.as usual.but hey.u noe wat.
i decided not to stay over animore.
its getting boring.old.
fils lyk he's taking over my life.
wun allow me to go home.sleep wif him.
morning sends me back.kinda bullshit ya noe.
so yesterday.i met him at bukit batok.
his camp got an activity going on.
i took e blardy train down.
had to carry my helmet lyk im riding.
lyk a blardy fool.
so after dat we walked around west mall a lil'bit.
nothing much.den we left bout 7 plus.
long way home.traffic jam here n der.
den i said i wanted to go home.he got mad.
wanted me to go his hse awhile.watch some tv.
den he will send me back.
(fact is to 'pretend' to sleep so dat i cnt bother him.)
not dat i cant leave & go back.
but if i did dat he wuld say i made his hse lyk a hotel & he warned me bout doing such things.
so instead of taking e risk.i requested to be sent home.he did eventually.but he dropped me off nearby my home bus stop and left.blardy hell.but wat e hell.
im glad to be home.
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dad's bosses are having lunch at ma place.
dey are so farniie.everything is
'great'.'wow'.'çool'.
and definitely more of 'ooh's and 'aaaah's.
as usual.the parents.
forever praising e younger one.
"she can bake brownies." "she's smart."
blah.blah.blah.wen it comes to me.
mum: "ooh.she's blaming me coz i married her father.and caused all dat in her face."
ooh.so im e ugly & resentful sister lah nie?
ok fine.be dat way.im not gonnna care
wat u think & say animore.
cause all dis shit juz gona break me down.
& i refuse to.
dis goes to everyone out der
who's putting me down too.
a big thank you.
for all dis dissing wuld juz make me stronger.
for all of u who said i was fat.i made it.
i weigh 48kg now.
for dose who predicted me to be an
unwed mother with no education.
haha.sori to disappoint.
im an educated bitch.
but ey.dun stop all dose dissing.
juz carry on as u always do.
plain jealousy.
oh.n to him.
whom hurt me.
makin me bleed.
im stronger now.
i dunch give a damn.