license class 2b.
to do a degree in english.
more lots money!!
lose weight!!!
modify my green baby.
be my fren.
multiply me.nadia b. nadia. wanie. nina. ain. queenbee. zee exclusive. belo chix. xiaxue the blogger. the critic. ijat snake.
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smacked.
28 May, 2006
went to mustafa centre in e pm.
drove dad n mum down.
actuali me n mum wnated to go to the fish farm.
get sum fishes for ma fish tank.
werby e fishes are decreasing
drove dad n mum down.
actuali me n mum wnated to go to the fish farm.
get sum fishes for ma fish tank.
werby e fishes are decreasing
at an alarming rate.
hehe.dunch noe y.
hehe.dunch noe y.
but den daddy spoilt our plans.
niwaes.bought hair products.perfume.pants.
facial scrub for thy lil bastard.
whole lotta stuff out der.
now i noe why my sis lurves going der.
'cept.i tink e people der aint got eyes.
dey juz bump into u as n wen dey like it.
kinda irritating to walk & shop for stuff.
den.went to boon keng.
coz daddy's hungry.
met wanie & family.*hey.*
den drove back home.
almost didnt make it.
daddy was lyk screaming at me to exit.
hehe.cant blame me.
i aint noe e roads yet.
den he was lyk telling me.
mum oso was lyk dat.
she even exited at ang mo kio.
& didnt noe how to get out.
prob wif ma dad is.
he wants everyone to be an expert in all dis.
lyk him.as he started driving way before he earned his license.
show off much.
niwaes.reached home.
decided to do a lil' prodding.
gez wat i found......
piix of e past.
dis mat rep here is bom.
aint kidding u.
dats wat people call him.
met him while i was working at boat quay's
niwaes.bought hair products.perfume.pants.
facial scrub for thy lil bastard.
whole lotta stuff out der.
now i noe why my sis lurves going der.
'cept.i tink e people der aint got eyes.
dey juz bump into u as n wen dey like it.
kinda irritating to walk & shop for stuff.
den.went to boon keng.
coz daddy's hungry.
met wanie & family.*hey.*
den drove back home.
almost didnt make it.
daddy was lyk screaming at me to exit.
hehe.cant blame me.
i aint noe e roads yet.
den he was lyk telling me.
mum oso was lyk dat.
she even exited at ang mo kio.
& didnt noe how to get out.
prob wif ma dad is.
he wants everyone to be an expert in all dis.
lyk him.as he started driving way before he earned his license.
show off much.
niwaes.reached home.
decided to do a lil' prodding.
gez wat i found......
piix of e past.
dis mat rep here is bom.
aint kidding u.
dats wat people call him.
met him while i was working at boat quay's
mambo no.5.
nana.u remember him rite.
wen i first met him.
he was dis reali.reali.shy guy.
who wanted my number.
which i gave after a few nites.
den he called me after werk.
den dats it.togetherness.
didnt last thou.
all he cared about was sex.
which was soooooo annoying.
i was 17 for god's sake.
nana.u remember him rite.
wen i first met him.
he was dis reali.reali.shy guy.
who wanted my number.
which i gave after a few nites.
den he called me after werk.
den dats it.togetherness.
didnt last thou.
all he cared about was sex.
which was soooooo annoying.
i was 17 for god's sake.
& thank god i didnt do it.
he went MIA.
den 1 day i was out wif ma another new guy.
met his fren.who said.
she's sori bout wat happened between us.
& dat it sux dat he's going after his ex-gal.
hurrh.no wonder.using me as a sub.
bastard.burrt.u noe wat.he kinda looked lyk ma another ex-guy.
khairul anam.anotha bastard.
whose pix was thrown into e bin.
wif utmost respect.amen.
life's full of ups & downs while ure growing up.
dis one.fad.a prob guy.
causing chaos here & der.
unfinished or not.
dunch care animore.
swit talk muthafarker.
wat u tink us sisters for.
till wen u gonna kip dis up.
ure 22 dis yr ma boy.
its tym to grow up.
hafiz.a real looker.
good looks.sexy voice.had it all.
'cept dat he talks too much bout himself.
god.he can go on & on bout himself.
& not caring if ure listening or not.
always manage to fell asleep.
while waiting for him to finish his stories.
hehe.
involved wif him in sec sch.
more lyk a love triangle.
had probs wif his gal.
we talked.n crushed.
met him every nite.
sumtimes even 2-3am.on sch nites.
ya i noe rite.as if we aint miting tomorrow.
den his gal found out.confronted me.
so i said.if ure so good he wun be running to me.
haiix.wat a slut i was.
dis pix taken on grad nite.for memories he says.
hasnt seen him since den.
dese 2 are e weirdest.cutest.couple.
ive ever befriended.
total opposites.as u can see.
height.color.
but both.cock-up.
gal from gal's home.guy tattoos armload.
always had fun wenever dey are around.
but den we kinda lost contact.
wen i broke up wif one of ma ex who was e guy's fren.
last i heard.dis two got married.
now wif kids.
all e best to dem.
besides dese i found otha stuffs lyk letters
& cards i received over e past few years.
2 letters from an ex of mine.
farniie guy.he's lyk 2 yrs older.
but still writes letters to express himself.
hehe.
last i heard he's in jail now serving 5yrs.
good luck.
den bday cards from ma parents.
from nana & ahmad.
wen dey were together.
still am wearing e bday ring u guys gave me.
from ma cuzzins.
whom used to be so.so.damn close.
but den our parents fall out.
& things were never e same again.
letters from ma sis.
wen i was in hospital.
letters from my bestfren.sikin.
whom now has changed so drastically.
i dunch even recognize her animore.
i remembered once on ma bday.
she gave me a bday card in school.
& later at nite.sent a bday cake at home.
she's not e person i knew animore.
sadness much.
burrt.in dat box is wer ma memories remain.
its wer everything is locked up inside.
without anione tampering wif.
even if one day.if i were to lose ma mind.
dis box would be my guidance.
ma childhood.ma life.