license class 2b.
to do a degree in english.
more lots money!!
lose weight!!!
modify my green baby.
be my fren.
multiply me.nadia b. nadia. wanie. nina. ain. queenbee. zee exclusive. belo chix. xiaxue the blogger. the critic. ijat snake.
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smacked.
09 July, 2006
ok.taken from frenster.bacer lah korang.
NAME YOUR:
- favorite soda: ice cream soda? i seldom drink sodas.i prefer minute maid's limeade n ice lemon tea.
- favorite band: stop it sakk.
- favorite burger: i hate foods.
- favorite fruit: green apple.
- favorite weather: cooling.no rain please.
DO YOU:
- have a girlfriend/boyfriend: NO.
- think others find you attractive: beauty is in e eye of e beholder.
- want a tattoo: been der.done dat.
LAST:
- talked to: mum.
- thought: hating being me.
- watched: halfway of fast and e furious tokyo drift.
FOR /AGAINST:
- long distant relationships: against.
HAVE YOU:
- ever cried over a girl or boy: yep.
- ever been arrested: yep.
- ever had a friend die: yep.
- ever dated a cousin: im 'laughing'.biggest mistake of ma life.
- ever got beat up: yep.
- ever hated someone: dats plentiful of someones.
- ever made a huge mistake: yar.miting him.getting to noe him.being wif him.
- ever jogged a mile: how far is dat?
NUMBER:
- favorite number: 16.
- of times I have had my heart broken: wuldnt wana noe.
LAST PERSON WHO:
- slept in your bed: me,myself & sasha.
- made you cry: blardy apek2 teksi.
- yelled at you: daddy.
PICK ONE:
- blue or red?: always e sexy red.
- spring or fall?: spring.
ABOUT YOU:
- how old do you look?: older than ma age.
- how old do you act?: ma age.
- do you have any pets?: yep.guppies.5 adult-survivors, 2 baby-survivors & 2 suckerfishes.
- do you get embarrassed?: dun u?
- do you get jealous easy?: to e ones i love.
- What color do you wear most?: chaos color. black & white.
-Last song you heard?: wen love & hate collides.nice oldies.
-What's for dinner to nyt?: roti kirai at mira's bday party juz now.
- Are you happy with your life right now?: y in e world wuld i be happy in living hell?
-Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?: ma phone bill.
-Are you missing someone right now?: dat wuld b a few.nana.sis.juelz.
-One word to describe you: dey gave me e title 'mentel' at ma nite job.hehe.
-Do you own big sunglasses?: juz 1.
-What would you rather be doing right now?: club?im bored n feeling down.
- What should you be doing right now?: nothing actuali.maybe i shuld go club after all.or sumwer.or do sumthing.or..aaah.forget it.
lyk i said.
went to mira's bday party at jurong east.
drove dem down.
his mum.sis.n bro.n him.
seriously.
im in sync wif e family members 'cept him.
cant stand his presence.
thank god i oni haf to sit beside him for a while in e car.
coz once we reached der i was kinda running away from him.
pretended to be busy.
good tactic lah kan.
its not dat i mind driving dem down to jurong.
but he's sooooooooo e taking advantage of me.
pik him.go bike shop pay his bike fees.go jurong west pass his fren sumthing.
lyk fuck.
oni der wen he nids ME.
(wonder wer was he wen i nided him????)
den drove down to airport to fetch mom.
wasted trip thou.
went to t1.got stuck in e taxi's queue.
got fucked by e taxi drivers.
fucked up sakk.mentang2 aku pakai tu karipap kuning.bully aku pe.
mcm sial lah.bingit jeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkk.
dari korang queue pat situ kan puas ati korg kuar cari passenger???
den mum called n say dat its at t2.
lagi besar pe sial.
so got out of e queue n went down to t2 capark.
still mum couldnt find me.
so in e end.she say go home on ma own coz mimi's dad will send her home.
sial kan??ader patut??
dah lah aku malu kat situ.suruh aku balik lak tu.
biiiiiiiinnnnngggiiiiiiiiiittttt sakk.
den si jantan sial(j.s.) nie kol me la.
konon nyer nak pujuk aku lah kan coz of e apek2.
ceh.macam maner nyer concern jek kan.
so ok lah.i thot maybe its tym to end dis fucked up feeling n get back on track.
so drove down to his place.he said he went to transfer his bike to e carpark.
so i called & called.& called.& called.& called.& called.& called.& called.& called...
tak angkat sakk.da sedih nie tau.takpe.
went up to his place.shoes missing.
called him again.online!!never mind.
pick up den say he at kedai kopi.so i asked why didnt he pick up e fone.
he said i trying to find fault or wat?
saper carik pasal nie?!?!
so drove e car out to e carpark wer he parks his bike.
lagi best!dua2 motor dia takder.kedai kopi pon dia takde!!
halamak.shit happens all e way.
mentang2 lah aku tgh simpan taik nie.tak terberak2.
so ape lagi.blah lah.
if dis continues.soon i'll be down to depression again.
no amount of pills can help me dis tym.
buat aku abis2 sakk nie jantan.ishkkk!!!!
yesterday.werked.(411 for juelz, its called kevin's pub)
mami dah lah selenger.
sent me to dis guest.who was super rough.
banyak tgk porn baser pakai wax lilin n rembat kai tali pinggang nyer.
halamak.stress sakk.
asked mami to stop me.but she say cant coz not enuf gals.
so aper lagi.menderita sakk aku kat dalam.
until it got sooooooooooo bad dat i came out crying.
i cried & asked abg jamil to help me.
nasib baik abg jamil helped me.tau takut tgk aku nangis.
pikir aku buat kelakar pe sakk???
kalau dengar cakap mami, silap2 abis aku da mampos agaknyer.
haixx.at tyms lyk dis i wonder why im back in dis line.
im juz sick of asking ma parents for mola.
da gitu.si yaser nie lak.
da ok2.step jual mahal lah kan.aku da nak try accept.
dia mula balik dengan perangai dia tu.
alamak.
binggiiiiittt jek.
nak suke aku kau nyer pasal lah.aku tak paksa & tak suruh pon.
tapi takmu lah jadi so e blardy degil.
told him i nided sum tym alone.juz to be alone for awhile.
tak accept lah tu me nak larikan diri.
so came down to ma werkplace n requested for me.
halamak.bingit jek.
dah lah mami aku nie bengap.aku reject dia kata tak leh.
takkan lah aku nk amik tipping yaser sakk.
tak baik seh.its lyk he's ma fren gitu.
nak mintak pon tak sedap.
dia tu dah lah super rajin asik nak amik aku alik dari keje jek.
tpt kaje kalau dekat takper.
jauh siol.sgh situ.
beh lagi satu nyer sial ape.
dat tym suruh dia dtg btol kan my laptop yang hampir2 dihumban dari tingkat 2 nie.
ader ker patut dia curi my pictures in ma lappy.
suker2 sakk nie jantan.
ader hati mintak permission konon nak upload kat frenster.
edited version lah.put our faces together.
blah lah!
tak dapat sakk.sikit pun tak ori ok.
haixx.
farniie lah jantan2 nie.
yang aku buat sial,buat taik boleh2 nak melekat kat aku.
tak betol.
makin hari makin rabak sakk hidup.
puas hati duk dalam tank tu temankan ikan2 aku.
lagi bagus.
NAME YOUR:
- favorite soda: ice cream soda? i seldom drink sodas.i prefer minute maid's limeade n ice lemon tea.
- favorite band: stop it sakk.
- favorite burger: i hate foods.
- favorite fruit: green apple.
- favorite weather: cooling.no rain please.
DO YOU:
- have a girlfriend/boyfriend: NO.
- think others find you attractive: beauty is in e eye of e beholder.
- want a tattoo: been der.done dat.
LAST:
- talked to: mum.
- thought: hating being me.
- watched: halfway of fast and e furious tokyo drift.
FOR /AGAINST:
- long distant relationships: against.
HAVE YOU:
- ever cried over a girl or boy: yep.
- ever been arrested: yep.
- ever had a friend die: yep.
- ever dated a cousin: im 'laughing'.biggest mistake of ma life.
- ever got beat up: yep.
- ever hated someone: dats plentiful of someones.
- ever made a huge mistake: yar.miting him.getting to noe him.being wif him.
- ever jogged a mile: how far is dat?
NUMBER:
- favorite number: 16.
- of times I have had my heart broken: wuldnt wana noe.
LAST PERSON WHO:
- slept in your bed: me,myself & sasha.
- made you cry: blardy apek2 teksi.
- yelled at you: daddy.
PICK ONE:
- blue or red?: always e sexy red.
- spring or fall?: spring.
ABOUT YOU:
- how old do you look?: older than ma age.
- how old do you act?: ma age.
- do you have any pets?: yep.guppies.5 adult-survivors, 2 baby-survivors & 2 suckerfishes.
- do you get embarrassed?: dun u?
- do you get jealous easy?: to e ones i love.
- What color do you wear most?: chaos color. black & white.
-Last song you heard?: wen love & hate collides.nice oldies.
-What's for dinner to nyt?: roti kirai at mira's bday party juz now.
- Are you happy with your life right now?: y in e world wuld i be happy in living hell?
-Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?: ma phone bill.
-Are you missing someone right now?: dat wuld b a few.nana.sis.juelz.
-One word to describe you: dey gave me e title 'mentel' at ma nite job.hehe.
-Do you own big sunglasses?: juz 1.
-What would you rather be doing right now?: club?im bored n feeling down.
- What should you be doing right now?: nothing actuali.maybe i shuld go club after all.or sumwer.or do sumthing.or..aaah.forget it.
lyk i said.
went to mira's bday party at jurong east.
drove dem down.
his mum.sis.n bro.n him.
seriously.
im in sync wif e family members 'cept him.
cant stand his presence.
thank god i oni haf to sit beside him for a while in e car.
coz once we reached der i was kinda running away from him.
pretended to be busy.
good tactic lah kan.
its not dat i mind driving dem down to jurong.
but he's sooooooooo e taking advantage of me.
pik him.go bike shop pay his bike fees.go jurong west pass his fren sumthing.
lyk fuck.
oni der wen he nids ME.
(wonder wer was he wen i nided him????)
den drove down to airport to fetch mom.
wasted trip thou.
went to t1.got stuck in e taxi's queue.
got fucked by e taxi drivers.
fucked up sakk.mentang2 aku pakai tu karipap kuning.bully aku pe.
mcm sial lah.bingit jeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkk.
dari korang queue pat situ kan puas ati korg kuar cari passenger???
den mum called n say dat its at t2.
lagi besar pe sial.
so got out of e queue n went down to t2 capark.
still mum couldnt find me.
so in e end.she say go home on ma own coz mimi's dad will send her home.
sial kan??ader patut??
dah lah aku malu kat situ.suruh aku balik lak tu.
biiiiiiiinnnnngggiiiiiiiiiittttt sakk.
den si jantan sial(j.s.) nie kol me la.
konon nyer nak pujuk aku lah kan coz of e apek2.
ceh.macam maner nyer concern jek kan.
so ok lah.i thot maybe its tym to end dis fucked up feeling n get back on track.
so drove down to his place.he said he went to transfer his bike to e carpark.
so i called & called.& called.& called.& called.& called.& called.& called.& called...
tak angkat sakk.da sedih nie tau.takpe.
went up to his place.shoes missing.
called him again.online!!never mind.
pick up den say he at kedai kopi.so i asked why didnt he pick up e fone.
he said i trying to find fault or wat?
saper carik pasal nie?!?!
so drove e car out to e carpark wer he parks his bike.
lagi best!dua2 motor dia takder.kedai kopi pon dia takde!!
halamak.shit happens all e way.
mentang2 lah aku tgh simpan taik nie.tak terberak2.
so ape lagi.blah lah.
if dis continues.soon i'll be down to depression again.
no amount of pills can help me dis tym.
buat aku abis2 sakk nie jantan.ishkkk!!!!
yesterday.werked.(411 for juelz, its called kevin's pub)
mami dah lah selenger.
sent me to dis guest.who was super rough.
banyak tgk porn baser pakai wax lilin n rembat kai tali pinggang nyer.
halamak.stress sakk.
asked mami to stop me.but she say cant coz not enuf gals.
so aper lagi.menderita sakk aku kat dalam.
until it got sooooooooooo bad dat i came out crying.
i cried & asked abg jamil to help me.
nasib baik abg jamil helped me.tau takut tgk aku nangis.
pikir aku buat kelakar pe sakk???
kalau dengar cakap mami, silap2 abis aku da mampos agaknyer.
haixx.at tyms lyk dis i wonder why im back in dis line.
im juz sick of asking ma parents for mola.
da gitu.si yaser nie lak.
da ok2.step jual mahal lah kan.aku da nak try accept.
dia mula balik dengan perangai dia tu.
alamak.
binggiiiiittt jek.
nak suke aku kau nyer pasal lah.aku tak paksa & tak suruh pon.
tapi takmu lah jadi so e blardy degil.
told him i nided sum tym alone.juz to be alone for awhile.
tak accept lah tu me nak larikan diri.
so came down to ma werkplace n requested for me.
halamak.bingit jek.
dah lah mami aku nie bengap.aku reject dia kata tak leh.
takkan lah aku nk amik tipping yaser sakk.
tak baik seh.its lyk he's ma fren gitu.
nak mintak pon tak sedap.
dia tu dah lah super rajin asik nak amik aku alik dari keje jek.
tpt kaje kalau dekat takper.
jauh siol.sgh situ.
beh lagi satu nyer sial ape.
dat tym suruh dia dtg btol kan my laptop yang hampir2 dihumban dari tingkat 2 nie.
ader ker patut dia curi my pictures in ma lappy.
suker2 sakk nie jantan.
ader hati mintak permission konon nak upload kat frenster.
edited version lah.put our faces together.
blah lah!
tak dapat sakk.sikit pun tak ori ok.
haixx.
farniie lah jantan2 nie.
yang aku buat sial,buat taik boleh2 nak melekat kat aku.
tak betol.
makin hari makin rabak sakk hidup.
puas hati duk dalam tank tu temankan ikan2 aku.
lagi bagus.