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23 year old female scorpion. simple-minded gal who tends to make things reali complicated. i'm fairly organized [at tyms!!] & has beknowned to be a PERFECTIONIST. fav colors are apple green,red,orange & black. proud owner of apple green hyundai getz. appreciates nothing but e truth. known to be goddamn stubborn.

license class 2b. to do a degree in english. more lots money!! lose weight!!! modify my green baby.




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21 July, 2006

woah.
been missing dis feelin for a long tym.
e feelin of bein loved.
everynite after werk we'll mit sumwer.
n as usual i'd be drunk.
n we'd fight.
but bein e swit guy he is
he wuld always kiss n make up.
god i luf it.
i luf e feelin of bein loved.
e question now is how long?
how long wuld dis feelin last?
if i had e money.
i'd rent a house for us to live in.
juz lyk sis n yus.
dat wuld be heaven.
it may be onli for a short period of tym.
but he mite also be e one.
wateva it is.
i took e risk.
n im stayin put til e end.
e break up mite be a blessin in disguise.
but everythin is still too early to say.
while im enjoyin e feelin of bein loved
e ex thou kips msgin me.
yesterday nite's msgs goes sumthin lyk
..."i cant sleep...kip thinkin of u...
hope dis is juz temporary...realized how much i loved u..."
blah.blah.blah.
yelah.skrg baru nk sedar kaper.
da lambat lah.
to be honest.
yesterday i talked to one of ma guest bout dis.
bout gettin engaged n lettin go.
n i cried.
not e howlin-nak-mampos type.
juz silent tears.
n i realized dat moment was e onli tym i let out aloud.
my true feelings bout e whole thin.
n im farkin upset.
n i muz admit im selfish.
coz thou ive got irul now.
im afraid he'll leave me.
n thou i left didi.
im afraid he'd find sumone new.
yesh.im selfish.
treatin both as standbys.
but life decided to treat me dis way.
n im back to square one all over again before i met didi.
nites without comin home.
gettin drunk everyday.
clubbin.
i noe irul is fine wif it.
coz he said he wun force me to change.
n i told him even if he did.
i wun.
it was a mistake dat i made 2 n 1/2 yrs ago.
n niwaes.he'd be der wif me after werk.
so its quite orite.
but he's juz too damn hot.
even wen we go clubbin.
gals are flockin to him lyk hell.
aku nie tiang lampu pe?!?!
his cuzzin galfren, lin, said to me
all i gotta do is be patient wif wat im seein.
coz dis is him before i met him.
but yesterday nite.
he also told everyone he knows dat im his gal.
im beamin lyk crazy.
even till now.
coz i still cant believe sumone as hot as him
wuld even take a second glance at me.
n i thank god for lettin us mit.
even in e wrong way.
i luf him.
bless us aites?