license class 2b.
to do a degree in english.
more lots money!!
lose weight!!!
modify my green baby.
be my fren.
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smacked.
05 September, 2006
heii. heii.
lyf has been treatin me lyk shit lately. god. i dunch noe y.
dd has been contacting me for e past few days wif random fone calls. asking me wat im doing, wer i am etc. haix. abg ijan ask me to juz buat bodoh. dunch kol him back. let him b e one looking for me. n dats wat ive been doin.
yesterday. spent e nite wif irul. n we fought. which almost led us to a break-up. which i prevented. haixx. ader matair pon susah, takder pon susah. mcm maner?? onli dat. i realized. maybe i reali want him in my life. (yesh nana. i dunch care bout wat u gona say bout him nimore. niwaes u said he mite be my answer to forgetting dd.) becoz for e 1st tym after e break up wif dd, i cried for another guy. i cried wen he said it was over between us. abit dumb n weak of me. i noe. im selfish. yesh i admit. i still wana go out n haf my fun while kiping him. a freedom dat ive been yearning for so long, yet my selfish hart is making me hurt sumone else. i wish live was way more simpler den dis. den i wuldnt haf to think so much bout matters of e hartx.
lyf has been treatin me lyk shit lately. god. i dunch noe y.
dd has been contacting me for e past few days wif random fone calls. asking me wat im doing, wer i am etc. haix. abg ijan ask me to juz buat bodoh. dunch kol him back. let him b e one looking for me. n dats wat ive been doin.
yesterday. spent e nite wif irul. n we fought. which almost led us to a break-up. which i prevented. haixx. ader matair pon susah, takder pon susah. mcm maner?? onli dat. i realized. maybe i reali want him in my life. (yesh nana. i dunch care bout wat u gona say bout him nimore. niwaes u said he mite be my answer to forgetting dd.) becoz for e 1st tym after e break up wif dd, i cried for another guy. i cried wen he said it was over between us. abit dumb n weak of me. i noe. im selfish. yesh i admit. i still wana go out n haf my fun while kiping him. a freedom dat ive been yearning for so long, yet my selfish hart is making me hurt sumone else. i wish live was way more simpler den dis. den i wuldnt haf to think so much bout matters of e hartx.