hey'all. 1st of all.
slmt menyambut bulan ramadhan.
many, many things has happened.
between me. irul. n didi.
yesh. yesh i noe. getting old.
wen is e prob gona end...hakz....

niwaes. dd has realized e importance of mua
n is trying to get rid of dat gf of his. get dis.
trying but not yet fully. he realized he's wrong.
n wants us back together. i noe u'd b screaming ur hartx out: "no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" burt...
haix..i dunno. i dunno wat shuld i do now.
it wuld be much, much easier to juz go back.
but i cant juz drop everything else n juz go back to him.
wat if he does it again? den wat wuld become of me den?

he's saying things lyk he regrets his decision.
dat bitch is not even up to ma standard. (as if we didnt noe!!)
n dat he misses me, my touch, my manje2....n sleeping wif me...

n i admit. i miss all those too.

e past 2 days i spent wif him had been wonderful.
e old tyms all coming back to me now.
den we slept together...n we still fit together so snugly...

but im too afraid..im soo soo soo afaraid.

but irul.................?

n yesh. during dis period i paitao irul rabak2.
i off my hp. msgd him crapz. hurt his feelings.
as if i was sumone else. in all. he was still so patience.
n he still accepted me for who i was.
(even tho his mouth shoots watever he fils lyk saying!!!!)

i dunno if he is e one for me.
or dat i shuld juz go back to dd n
make everything normal again...
im in a dilemma. big shit.
watever u wana call it.

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