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27 October, 2006
ok dis one is on 1st day of raye...
managed to get 1 pix onli...
haix...
sum pix frm e 2nd day of rayer..
onli kept my long hair for e 1st day which unfortunately dun haf any pix coz i forgot to charge my camera's batt. dumb sia. so den. e next day i went down to city plaza to wash n blow my hair but ended up cutting my hair. haix. so dumb dumb. now i duno wat to do wif my hair. its too short, too red n too idiotic. it made ma face look even more rounder. ishk!
24 October, 2006
heii.
im home from hari raya outing. btw, slamat hari raya peepz!!!
dis hari raya has been an awful, awful one. everyone who noes im engaged kips asking me wer's dd. mum made up a story saying he's overseas training. n each time someone ask, tears welled my eyes. cant stop remembering yesterday. wen i saw him at geylang wif dat bitch. he didnt even acknowledge me. or my sis. or nana. which was so, so, so awful. i hate him for doing dis to me. for making me fil lyk shit. for making me got thru dis shit. i cant swallow all dis. i still cant accept it. i cant take it animore.
but. e whole day i msdg him. telling him to take care of himself and such. im such a loser. i cant even get him outta ma life for good. i did. once. but he came back n i believed him wif all my hart. yet now. he's leaving me again after all dat he has promised me. after dat nite we shared in each other's arms. it happened lyk a week ago but it felt lyk ages. i hate it. i hate it. he never responded me. which was fine in a way dat maybe i culd juz take it dat he's dead. or something. but it still hurts. it hurts a whole damn lot.
niwaes. pix taken yesterday at geylang wif all ma peepz who went.
dats nana, pallat, me n sis.
nana, irul, me n sis.
e 5 of us.
den me n irul continued cam-whoring at joo chiat complex while waiting for sis to get her blardy table cloth...hekz.
i noe ure thinking dat my hair looks like sum streetfighter monster but its supposed to tone down in a couple of days coz e blardy nyonya colored it wrongly. haix. sabar. sabar.
im home from hari raya outing. btw, slamat hari raya peepz!!!
dis hari raya has been an awful, awful one. everyone who noes im engaged kips asking me wer's dd. mum made up a story saying he's overseas training. n each time someone ask, tears welled my eyes. cant stop remembering yesterday. wen i saw him at geylang wif dat bitch. he didnt even acknowledge me. or my sis. or nana. which was so, so, so awful. i hate him for doing dis to me. for making me fil lyk shit. for making me got thru dis shit. i cant swallow all dis. i still cant accept it. i cant take it animore.
but. e whole day i msdg him. telling him to take care of himself and such. im such a loser. i cant even get him outta ma life for good. i did. once. but he came back n i believed him wif all my hart. yet now. he's leaving me again after all dat he has promised me. after dat nite we shared in each other's arms. it happened lyk a week ago but it felt lyk ages. i hate it. i hate it. he never responded me. which was fine in a way dat maybe i culd juz take it dat he's dead. or something. but it still hurts. it hurts a whole damn lot.
niwaes. pix taken yesterday at geylang wif all ma peepz who went.
dats nana, pallat, me n sis.
nana, irul, me n sis.
e 5 of us.
den me n irul continued cam-whoring at joo chiat complex while waiting for sis to get her blardy table cloth...hekz.
i noe ure thinking dat my hair looks like sum streetfighter monster but its supposed to tone down in a couple of days coz e blardy nyonya colored it wrongly. haix. sabar. sabar.
11 October, 2006
ok. got biiiiiiiiiiiig prob.
can't sleep la. dunno y.
dis usually happens wen im stress.
shit.
body tired, mind not.
ok. de-stress-er done.
1) Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
* crushes are meant for u to gaze from afar...
2) If your crush like somebody else, what will you do?
* im still no one to him remember??
3) You have accidently bumped into your crushand his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
* y not? e more e merrier.
4) Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his/her date. Now, do you thinks/he likes you?
* we'll c wat happens next.
5) What will you do if your crush said I Love You to you?
* mcm pahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam jek!
6) Who is your crush?
* currently? ntah eh. so cliche sey.
7) Do you think your crush like you too?
* if i ever found one, i'll tell u.
8) Why do you like your crush?
* always...always...dose damn eyes.
9) Do you share any interests with your crush?
* ya allah!
10) Will you ever going to marry your crush?
* i dun tink ure meant to marry ur crush. dun crushes seem to be so swit n serene before u noe e person, only to be whammed hard by reality later?
*************************************************
1) Having feelings
** tired.
2) Loving someone
** frankly, i duno animore.
3) Breaking up
** wish i culd wif all.
4) Going on a date
** not anytime soon.
5) Long walk on the beach
** been a long tym since ive been to e beach.
6) Saying I Love You
** never reali meant it?
7) Making out?
**boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.
8) Prom
** nite to remember.
9) Long phone-calls
** as in long conversations? sore neck and arms. hehe. unless got earpiece no prob lah.
10) Your bf/gf
** which one?
**************************************
1) Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautifullie?
*** painful truth. better now den never.
2) Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
*** ugly but nice. hey. beauty is in e eye of e beholder.
3) Group date or One-on-one date?
*** group date is more fun.
4) Dating someone or staying alone? (Imagine yourbf/gf is away for a few years)
*** dating
5) Great body or great mind?
*** great minds think alike.
6) It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or yourfriends?
*** both. ann is always around. hehe.
7) Follow your heart or your mind?
*** i dun practise wat i preach. i say mind(muz think rationally mahh) but reali im more of follow ur heart (admit. stupidity.).
8) You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
*** confess. ive no regrets in lyf, onli lessons to be learnt.
9) Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
*** fun nite at e amusement park. kegilaan!
10) The way you say good bye after you went on a date.
*** hugs & kisses. american mahh.
********************************************
tink im gona lie down awhile n try to go back to sleep. haf a few things to do today & i aint driving, so gotta get out earlier for travelling tym nided. till den.
can't sleep la. dunno y.
dis usually happens wen im stress.
shit.
body tired, mind not.
ok. de-stress-er done.
1) Will you tell your crush that you like him or her?
* crushes are meant for u to gaze from afar...
2) If your crush like somebody else, what will you do?
* im still no one to him remember??
3) You have accidently bumped into your crushand his or her friends. He or she invited you to join them. What exactly would you tell him or her?
* y not? e more e merrier.
4) Prom is just around the corner. Your crush wants you to be his/her date. Now, do you thinks/he likes you?
* we'll c wat happens next.
5) What will you do if your crush said I Love You to you?
* mcm pahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam jek!
6) Who is your crush?
* currently? ntah eh. so cliche sey.
7) Do you think your crush like you too?
* if i ever found one, i'll tell u.
8) Why do you like your crush?
* always...always...dose damn eyes.
9) Do you share any interests with your crush?
* ya allah!
10) Will you ever going to marry your crush?
* i dun tink ure meant to marry ur crush. dun crushes seem to be so swit n serene before u noe e person, only to be whammed hard by reality later?
*************************************************
1) Having feelings
** tired.
2) Loving someone
** frankly, i duno animore.
3) Breaking up
** wish i culd wif all.
4) Going on a date
** not anytime soon.
5) Long walk on the beach
** been a long tym since ive been to e beach.
6) Saying I Love You
** never reali meant it?
7) Making out?
**boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.
8) Prom
** nite to remember.
9) Long phone-calls
** as in long conversations? sore neck and arms. hehe. unless got earpiece no prob lah.
10) Your bf/gf
** which one?
**************************************
1) Knowing the painful truth or hearing the beautifullie?
*** painful truth. better now den never.
2) Pretty but mean or ugly but nice?
*** ugly but nice. hey. beauty is in e eye of e beholder.
3) Group date or One-on-one date?
*** group date is more fun.
4) Dating someone or staying alone? (Imagine yourbf/gf is away for a few years)
*** dating
5) Great body or great mind?
*** great minds think alike.
6) It's Saturday; Going out with your bf/gf or yourfriends?
*** both. ann is always around. hehe.
7) Follow your heart or your mind?
*** i dun practise wat i preach. i say mind(muz think rationally mahh) but reali im more of follow ur heart (admit. stupidity.).
8) You did a lot of bad things in the past; Confess or hide?
*** confess. ive no regrets in lyf, onli lessons to be learnt.
9) Your perfect date; Romantic dinner at an exclusive restaurant or a fun night at the amusement park?
*** fun nite at e amusement park. kegilaan!
10) The way you say good bye after you went on a date.
*** hugs & kisses. american mahh.
********************************************
tink im gona lie down awhile n try to go back to sleep. haf a few things to do today & i aint driving, so gotta get out earlier for travelling tym nided. till den.
10 October, 2006
aiyoh. still cant sleep. bingit jek. ive oreadi done de-cluterring of ma room & wuld love to proceed to other rooms but haf lil' energy left.
niwaes. makeover clinic turns out to be Dr Sidek's clinic oso. lerr. tukar name jek buat sedap.
niwaes. to remove both tattoos on my arms wuld cost me S$400 per treatment, wich is to be done monthly. come to think of it, its quite cheap. i mean. im removing both tattoos. it wuld require me bout 5-6 treatments so total cost of S$2400 for removal of 2 tattoos.
now. reali gota focus on finding a job dat is stable so dat i can afford dis for at least half a year. & dis is onli on ma arms. dunch even wana noe about e rest of ma tattoos removal cost.
nemind. take a step at a tym.
niwaes. makeover clinic turns out to be Dr Sidek's clinic oso. lerr. tukar name jek buat sedap.
niwaes. to remove both tattoos on my arms wuld cost me S$400 per treatment, wich is to be done monthly. come to think of it, its quite cheap. i mean. im removing both tattoos. it wuld require me bout 5-6 treatments so total cost of S$2400 for removal of 2 tattoos.
now. reali gota focus on finding a job dat is stable so dat i can afford dis for at least half a year. & dis is onli on ma arms. dunch even wana noe about e rest of ma tattoos removal cost.
nemind. take a step at a tym.
gud mornin bloggers. been up since 4.30 dis morning, & cant seem to fall back into alice's wonderland. did lil' changes to ma page since im so free. niwaes. going to simei makeover clinic later at 12.30 noon to check out how much does my tattoo removal treatments wuld cost. (finally getting sumwer ey?) & dis morning (before i re-perfected my blog) i decided to de-clutter stuffs from my roomz. (maklumlah, anak sorg kate kan. hehe.) not der yet but will soon. after dis entry. den in e next following week, im gona re-arrange e furniture in dis rm. & wash e windows & what-so-not. prepare for hari raye lah kan. (takkan deepavali kot?!?) suddenly i was hit by a wham of rajin-ness dis morning. hope it wuld last. hehe.
so. before dat feeling leave my so-eneretic body, im gona start de-cluterring now.
toodles.
so. before dat feeling leave my so-eneretic body, im gona start de-cluterring now.
toodles.
09 October, 2006
im sooooooo happi to be home seh...after a week long stuck at e hospy, finally im free!!! was being locked-up for 7 days straight; i was thinking of applying PR if dey didnt release me soon. everyday was a nightmare as dey poke dat blardy medicine into my veins, which are by e way, ever so tiny. dey had to kip changing e IV needle between my 2 hands as each corner became swollen. haix. i was practically begging e doc to release me yesterday. & thank god, she did.
hekz. went to geylang upon my release. haf to admit dat its not as cheerful & merry as i expected it to be. (i was like, dis is wat i'm so excited for?!?) firstly,its not as crowded. nemind. shops are cut down also! i kip on walking & turning to e same place. kinda idiotic.
also, ive missed fasting e last week. yep. i skipped it e whole week i was bed-ridden. had to eat medicine u see. hehe. niwaes. let's hope der's no repeat telecast of dat episode. ya allah. boleh mati aku.
extending thanx to nana, irul, dd, mami candy, sherry, nico n ma parents for being der wen i was feeling bored and redundant.
latest on me n dd. mum & dad has decided dat he is their fiancee instead of mine & said dat dey wuld gif him 3 mths to settle things wif dat bitch. of coz dis wasnt e final say coz i aint invisible u noe. so i gave him till end of e year to get his money back from dat bitch's bro-in-law, which by the way, is ultimately impossible. so i think e end result wuld stil b dat we're not gona be together. i still cant swallow wat he did to me. although he was der most nites wen i was in e hospy, (maklumlah nak amik hati mahhhh) i culdnt help but kip on reminiscing wat he did to me 3 mths ago. & yesh onli an idiot wuld accept him back. he hates 'e me' now as im much more aggresive & my lil mouth seems to shoot watever dey fil lyk it. wat ive became now is sumone he never expected i culd be. seems lyk im no longer afraid of big'ol dd. mwahahahahahahaha. coz knowing him, words can reali break him down.
aniwaes. dd aside. tym for a lil cam whoring.
all were taken using my newly-bought camera creative div, behind city plaza while waiting for ann to come n mit us. makin tembab pipi aku. nie lah nasib tido makan jek kat hospy...
nemind.nemid. gif me 2 weeks. gue nak g gym.
till den.
hekz. went to geylang upon my release. haf to admit dat its not as cheerful & merry as i expected it to be. (i was like, dis is wat i'm so excited for?!?) firstly,its not as crowded. nemind. shops are cut down also! i kip on walking & turning to e same place. kinda idiotic.
also, ive missed fasting e last week. yep. i skipped it e whole week i was bed-ridden. had to eat medicine u see. hehe. niwaes. let's hope der's no repeat telecast of dat episode. ya allah. boleh mati aku.
extending thanx to nana, irul, dd, mami candy, sherry, nico n ma parents for being der wen i was feeling bored and redundant.
latest on me n dd. mum & dad has decided dat he is their fiancee instead of mine & said dat dey wuld gif him 3 mths to settle things wif dat bitch. of coz dis wasnt e final say coz i aint invisible u noe. so i gave him till end of e year to get his money back from dat bitch's bro-in-law, which by the way, is ultimately impossible. so i think e end result wuld stil b dat we're not gona be together. i still cant swallow wat he did to me. although he was der most nites wen i was in e hospy, (maklumlah nak amik hati mahhhh) i culdnt help but kip on reminiscing wat he did to me 3 mths ago. & yesh onli an idiot wuld accept him back. he hates 'e me' now as im much more aggresive & my lil mouth seems to shoot watever dey fil lyk it. wat ive became now is sumone he never expected i culd be. seems lyk im no longer afraid of big'ol dd. mwahahahahahahaha. coz knowing him, words can reali break him down.
aniwaes. dd aside. tym for a lil cam whoring.
all were taken using my newly-bought camera creative div, behind city plaza while waiting for ann to come n mit us. makin tembab pipi aku. nie lah nasib tido makan jek kat hospy...
nemind.nemid. gif me 2 weeks. gue nak g gym.
till den.
01 October, 2006
piix for e eyes...
muncong mau lebih..
-irulsha-
kiter agi..
nie lah hanz...
me, dell & ann
angels in white...
muncong mau lebih..
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-irulsha-
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kiter agi..
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nie lah hanz...
me, dell & ann
angels in white...
im soooooo e tembam now man...how xiaa....
hehe..
niwaes..
dis r e latest i haf...