eversince i got accepted into the diploma in art education program by NIE, my parents haf been nothing but a nag. i noe i look nothing lyk a teacher but culd u at least pretend to be hepi for me?!? aiyoh. wen i got e letter, mum was lyk, "ah ok." dad absolutely said nothing. e F more worse, "ok lor go try it out." hell-o!! its a biga deal for me aites??!? e oni people so enthusiastic for me were irul, najib, lin n nana. irul was e craziest, as always. n i noe he is genuinely hepi for me. *thank u*

so today e mail came in n i found out were i got posted to. nan chiau high sch. again. mom; no reaction. irul, "i noe dat place! loadsa chinese, few malays...etc,etc!!"same goes for nana. haiyoh. other people is so hepi for me yet mom n dad sees me invisible. even if dey r proud me, dey aint veri gd at showing it. i tink. takperlah. da biaser pon.

so ok. 10 more days to school. muz be boring. mostly chinese. i bet most are girls. ok lah. at least i cant use my profound vocab of vulgarity in malay. hehe.

now. e F took leave tomorrow, asking me to go on a holiday wif him. he's gone missing since last thurs, and suddenly he expects me to be ready to go? so typically him. told him to get permission from my mum. i tink mum said no. niwaes, not impt. dun tink i can go also. as if mum wuld let me be alone wif him in a foreign country. kee-hee-hee.

so now in dis 10 days i gotta rearrange my sleeping habits so dat im good and ready on 19th. im so excited n yet so e super nervous at the same tym. takper la. asalkan gaji masuk ok lah tu. bingit jek kering slalu. hekz.

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