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15 May, 2007
last sun. mother's day. celebrated wif mum's side at swenson's airport. pix galore. the one wer ordering takes hours.. the one wer everyone's waiting the one wif e picture taking.. the one wif e mums.. the one wif e mums n e dads.. the one wif e mum n daughter.. the one wif e finger foods... the one wif sis' long-awaited laksa.. the one wif e foods.. the one wer mimi is full.. the one wen food gets a lil boring.. the one wif the banana crumble.. ![]() ![]() the one wer sis indulge in it.. the one wif e sticky chewy sumting.. the one wif e flowers from me n sis to every mum.. the one wer faiz decided to b a glutton.. the one wer too much is still not enuf... the one wer iwan takes a mouthful.. the one wif e complimentary from sensons... the one wif e gift for his mama... the one wer going home is also a chore... the one wif e family photo.. part 2... the one wif me, sis n faiz. dats my new hair color. the one wif me, sis n lynn. ![]() the one wif me, sis n papa. its e 15th today. in 3 days tym me n irul will b together for 10mths. 10mths! dat ought to mean sumting. but no. today, irul wana go seperate ways. tings between us dat havent been reali settling since... i duno..forever. who's to blame? both i guess. but dis tym, we're breaking up coz of my selfishness. breakups are never reali easy for me. not after wat dat bastard did to me. yet...another one comes along and breaks my hart. god is reali testing me. n hurting me. n breaking me down. tears are threatening to spill now. wun haf a good explanation if anione asks. (if anyone bothers to at all) he msgd saying, "i dun wana c ur face." dat felt lyk a tight slap. my hart being wrenched in e worst way ever. tried calling him. he rejected. n wen he did pick up he said, "i dun wana talk 2u." cried wen i was in class juz now. am crying now in e staffroom. its been raining since morning, as thou e earth is filing my torment. i dun wan it 2b dis way. dun wana let us go. but....... to irul: hubby, i never thot dis is e way u wuld end tings wif me. but if dis wuld make u hapi den i wish u all e best in e future. thanx for e past 9 mths, standing up for me; sticking thru thick n thin most of e tyms. i wun take a single cent from u, no matter wat. juz nid u 2 pay off e bill n we're done. juz remember me, weneva it rains. coz every drop represent my tears e day we broke off. take care. |