sitting bored in the HOD room now, wif actuali many things to do but juz too plain lazy. exams ended at 9am but we are nt allowed to go home till 2pm. haix. bored. wana go 7-11 nearby but duno if i could.

niwaes. NIE practicums are leaving tomorrow thou 5 are coming bk after e june holidays. 'cept for fadli (pe) n ivan (history) who will b going to other schools. so dat leaves us contract teachers who are still waiting whether we are going into NIE for e july intake or not. god. dis is tormenting. i hope dey will send me der. ive had e worst of everything in dis sch, i juz nid to get away pretty quick.

i'll tell u y. last wk, my vp called upon me for a brief miting. some of e teachers here are juz really shitty n really do haf a prob wif me. 'sumbody' complained dat i was watching movie on my lappy n kinda distracting others. which is so lame. den 'sumbody' saw my tattoo n believes dis will tarnish their reputation. as if i walk around school half naked. as if e long sleeves wasnt enuf. n 'sumbody' complained i was sleeping in e staff's lounge wen i was sick. i didnt wana go back as i stil had classses thruout e day but apparently nobody bothered to ask me if i was fine. BUT. my vp is a reali, reali, reali nice guy who said to me dat all dis kinda tings are reali, reali minor stuff and told me to juz look after my own back. easier put, do things which can be avoided of wagging tongues. eversince e 1st week i was here, everything seems to get on their nerves. well. dey are getting on MY nerves. im trying my best not to blow up. kiping my cool. kiping it. kiping it. kiping it.


my HOD has been asking if i got e letter, to which he was supposed to receive, but so far, none yet. n u wuld tink dat my HOD wuld b e one helping me go thru all dis, standing up for my rights. but no..he juz bowed n followed wat all dis farking idiots are complaining bout me. im gripping onto my last breath. hope. hope. hope.

piece of advice? never ever become a teacher. or else hope n pray real hrad u dun get posted into a sooooooooooo chinese cultivated school. if ure a malay. coz u'll never make it der. u'll b e topic of e day for everyday. as long as dey find sumting to complain bout u. everyday is a living hell. i love my job b ut i hate my colleagues. chinese ppl sux. sux. sux. everything is about 'speak good mandarin.' yar-har.

other contract teachers who haf been posted to various other schools had been contacting each other thru email. so. e latest i got was dat dis gal whom i known from NAFA, whose doing e same ting as me, has gotten her p to apply for her to get into e july's intake. haix. she muz b living it up over der. damn.

ps: wanie, its surya by the way. i duno hw tings r between u guys bt i find her even more bitchy n attitudal den e gal i known in our 1st year. getting big headed. sux. haha.

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