today marks e end of my malay classes. e new teacher has arrived. im gona miss my kids. everyday for these2 wks dey haf filled up my mornings and making me smile. now. empty.

n for e past few days, my life has been pretty empty. veri empty. it sux to noe dat u haf a boifren but he's not around. it sux to noe u haf a sister but she lives so far away. i cant b on my own. i'll go crazy.

it hurts wen ur bf doesnt noe dat. it hurts wen he spends so much time on his frenz. it hurts wen i aint his priority animore.

wat a girl's gotta do?


dats wat i did. every single day. i cried till my eyes were swollen. and wen he finally agreed to mit me yesterday, i was still crying. den sumthing had to happen. as if dis relationship doesnt haf enuf problems. for which i created most of.

irul. if u onli knew wat ure doing is hurting me n making me lonely, den maybe u wuld undestand.

but u dun. u wun.

i admit i was wrong. i was wrong to be led astray. but i was lonely. all u wanted was to quarel. and fight. and b wif ur frenz.

all i needed was juz a little attention from u.

im sori. i promise u dis. i wun repeat wat i did. no matter how lonely i get.

all im asking is for u to b who u used to b.

n love me.

is dat 2 much 2 ask for?

12:15:00 PM ·