its been a month long now since he's not been by my side. although he's done it before, dis tym felt even more worse. so many are asking me to forget him; circumstances wants me to leave him. i'm not dat strong. i'm not string wnuf to handle another failed relationship.

eveytime i'm at my sis' place, i cant even sit in my own room. i culd still feel his presence. i culd 'see' the happiness we shared in dat room.

najib says to give myself sometime. give myself 2-3 mths to adapt to this.

i seemed happy on e outside, careless to e world. but deep inside me, does anyone noes?
does anyone bothers?

i noe my parents are doing wat they think are e best for me. i noe they love me. eversince wat happened, i noe dey do.

me n him. we had so much ahead of us. we had everything planned.

all i'm waiting for is him to be released; a changed person. e person i met a year ago. i'll wait for 080808 to come....and if dat day passes by....den i'll juz moved on....

i think.

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