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23 year old female scorpion. simple-minded gal who tends to make things reali complicated. i'm fairly organized [at tyms!!] & has beknowned to be a PERFECTIONIST. fav colors are apple green,red,orange & black. proud owner of apple green hyundai getz. appreciates nothing but e truth. known to be goddamn stubborn.

license class 2b. to do a degree in english. more lots money!! lose weight!!! modify my green baby.




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22 September, 2007

lazy & hot sat afternoon. supposed to be doing my assignment essay. which i wanted to start on many, many decades ago. juz plain lazy larh. but gota do it today. mon's dateline. i nid to be more disciplined!!!!

its e 10th day to our fasting mth now. (only??) haha. i missed a week of it, restarted fasting only lyk yesterday. people lose weight wen dey fast but i put on a tremendous amount of fats on me..i cant even fit into my jeans!!! damn. damn. DAMN. i put on freaking, jolly well 10kg worth of fats in a mth ok. i weigh lyk 58kg now. f**k!F**K! (i'm fasting mind u.) now gota fast properly. wen i break fast gota control wat i eat. duno y, i seem to want to eat everything!!!

i'm fat. i'm huge. i'm enormous.
dead.

aniwaes. i watched avril on mtv e other day. & i so freeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaking lyk her attitude n style larh!!

i love her eyes & hair in dis pix.

obviously not her jump ok? its her dressing.

so as of yesterday, i kinda decided im gona go punk/rock chix ala avril style. haha. BUT im gona work it down slowly from e face all e way down to e clothes coz obviously i may nid some new pants dat screams 'avril'. my eyes are getting der, all kohl-black and smudged. nid to STOP cutting my hair lah for god's sake. which by e way is all black now. wif no hint of browns or reds or wateva. check it out in frenster if u want. looks weird at first but now trying reali hard to adapt to it.


bout him. no news yet 'cept dat i noe his letter to me has already arrived at his plc. i've yet to read it, but his mum promised me she'll give it to me after 8th oct, which is his next visit. dis is bcoz wateva he wrote in e letter is different from wat he said to his mum during his last visit. which is so weird considering dat he wrote e letter on 7th sept and his visit was on e 12th. so his mum gota ask him if he still meant everything he said or not blah blah blah b4 i can read e letter. (exhales...)

confusing? nemind. as long as i understand. hehe.


so far, i've send him 10pgs worth of letters. finally got his add from najib who got it from his mum. (shush!!!) oh well. she mite be preventing me from seeing him but she cant prevent my letters from reaching him rite? but najib said, e letters will only reach him in a wk or 2, so i gota be patient. i can kip on writing to him every single day, but for him to reply would be a little tougher coz it will only reach u in a mth. which kinda sux coz wateva i wrote wuld b old news den. n good in a way coz den by e tym he's out he shuld have written bout 9-10 letters. so i wun fil e drag too much. 1mth down. 8 to go.


hari raya dis year. aint got e mood to celebrate. dun even wana go geylang. dis year got own transport sum more but reali aint got e mood. i noe its only e 1st wk of e fasting mth n its too early to say anything...but i'm sure i'd still be mourning!!

aniwaes. dun let my moods get u2. gota start my essay now. really!