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23 year old female scorpion. simple-minded gal who tends to make things reali complicated. i'm fairly organized [at tyms!!] & has beknowned to be a PERFECTIONIST. fav colors are apple green,red,orange & black. proud owner of apple green hyundai getz. appreciates nothing but e truth. known to be goddamn stubborn.

license class 2b. to do a degree in english. more lots money!! lose weight!!! modify my green baby.




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31 January, 2007

its 1.03am, start of a wednesday morning. here i am blogging, waiting for e BF to come n sleepover. (mind u, BF n FIANCEE are 2 DIFF people. hekz.) niwaes. he's been sleeping over since sun so im getting used to his warmth by my side every nite. im confused. very. i duno who to pick now. juz a week ago i let go of both of dem, yet now im back to square 1 which suxd so much. haixx.

cooked a dish today for dinner. udang lemak chili padi. too spicy for dad's throat. hehe. poor BF helped me to clean e hse but didnt get 2 taste my cooking. but nemind. ders still sum leftovers in e kitch.

still bored sitting at home, waiting for schedule to come out from LABW. dey had been quiet for january, so hopefully der r classes for me in feb, will be starting to teach in a secondary school soon in march. hopefully, nothing cocks up.

e FIANCEE has been talking bout marriage plans wif me. getting a house (we're getting a condo!) n stuff. if i agree, we'll be married in november. even to dis point im still confused. i duno if dis is e step i shuld take. but den again since im so unsure, i shuldnt b going thru it at all rite? haixx. e F juz wuldnt take it dat i wana leave him, dis relationship. but juz thinking of how good life wuld be juz makes me wana stay on. i noe, im materialistic.

i dun wana break e BF's hart too. more den anything, e BF is always on my mind wenever im out wif e F. its hard. i duno which is e rite path 2 choose. happiness or stability?

24 January, 2007

wei wei...
after 2 days stayin over at sis' place..reali dun fil lyk coming back home..
haixx...her house is so e gerek..
been chillin' n swimmin for e past 2 days ive been der..
been trying to persuade mom to sell dis house n move into a condo
but she wuldnt budge..haix..boriing...
1 day i will make her move der..hehe
niwaes..
dd bought me a new hp last week-k800i..shiok dok
funny..its so ex yet he still got if for me..
haix at tyms i reali am confused..i tink he's doing dis to rekindled dis relationship..
im in a mess..i reali duno how to handle all dis..
if onli he hadnt cheated on me, den i wuldnt haf left my cosy corner n our dreams to be together till e end..
if onli he hadnt had e hart to do dis to me..
i wuldnt be e way i am now..
help!!

20 January, 2007

3 YEARS AGO

What grade were you in?
-1st year in nafa...

Where did you go to school?
-nanyang academy of fine arts...

Where did you work?
-used to be tampines mall pizza hut....

Where did u lived?
-pasir ris...

How was your hair style?
-long and always straight....

Did you wear braces?:
-no.never...

Who was your celebrity crush?
-hhmmm....ntah eh

How many piercings did you have?
-7...

what was your biggest fear?
-being hurt...

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?
-yep...

Had you gotten drunk/high yet?:
-always...

Had you been to a party yet?
-yep...

Had your heart broken?
-yep...

Had broken someones heart?
-yep...

NOW

how old are you?
-21...

Where do you go to school?
-im a teacher now...

Where do you work?
-lil art bug workshop...

Where do you live?
-pasir ris...

How is your hair style?
-short now...

Do you have braces?
-no.never...

Do you wear glasses?
-no...

Still talk to any of your old friends?
-sum....

How many piercings did you have?
-9...

How many tattoos?
-6...

biggest fear?
-still getting my hart broken...

Have you smoked a cigarette yet?
-of coz...

Have you gotten drunk or high?
-always....

Have you been to a party?
-not yet...

Has your heart been broken?
-yep...

Have you broken someones heart?
-yep...

14 January, 2007

pix from new year. without dis peepz of mine,
e start of new year wuld haf sux'd so much...

my get-up for new year...

me n nana at rouge...

kissed by him...

lynNajib in white..

irulsha..

ders always a couple who wuld fite..

e 3 bujang lapokzzz...

juz e 4 of us...

still e 4 of us...

eating at geylang...

tangkap hensem...

cam whores...

nga makan pon leh posing..

da kenyang arh aru posing...


new year, new couple..

her sweetest sin...

wats wif e face?

n yesh even tho it marks a year of my engagement to hadidi faizal, yet again he broke my hart n left me to celebrate e stroke of midnight on my own. therefore, if it wasnt for me peepz, dis new year wuld haf suxd so much. thanx guys. hartx y'all.



1st survey of e year. been a long tym since i last did dis...

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
>>wen r all dis scars leaving me?!?

2. How much cash do you have on you?
>>not much.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
>>more.

4. Favorite planet?
>>earth.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed called list?
>>dat wuld b kenit.

6. What is your favorite ring on yourphone
>>real love remixed by me baybie anwar.

7. What shirt are you wearing?
>>not wearing shirt, juz ma red bra.

8. Do you "label" yourself?
>>frozen tears.

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
>>i dun wear shoes. i wear slippes from heatwave.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
>>bright.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
>>sad to say i duno her.

12. What did you ate 10 minutes ago?
>>nothing. juz drank soya bean milk.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
>>talking to baybie anwar.

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
>>"let me noe lah" from ain who wants to borrow my lappy

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
>>west plaza.

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
>>cibei.

17. Who was the last person who said i love you to you?
>>baybie anwar.

18. What was the last furry thing you touch
>>my tavelling tigger bear. cant leave home without him.

19. How long since u had drugs?
>>i wun b stupiid enuf to answer dis.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to be developed?
>>oy. we use digi cam now.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
>>none actuali.

Your worst enemy?
>>bitches who cnt find their own man.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
>>my transformed eyes.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
>>ok bye.

25. What's happening exactly the week after this?
>>not sure yet.

26. What's the last thing you've drawn on paper?
>>aint doing any drawings yet.

27. Do you have xanga or livejournal?
>>nahh.

28. What states have you been to?in america?
>>never been.

29. Would you move to any of those?
>>if its safe enuf.

30. Last time you saw an attractiveperson of the opposite sex?
>>im surrounded by dem. hehe.

09 January, 2007

slept over sis place last sat....took pix of her home at hillview heights. power dok. biler lah aku nk dpt laki kaya mcm dia???


from e entrance...


study table...


sis doing werk..


living room...


dining room...


part of e kitchen...


main toilet...


e toilet...


toilet bowl...


guest bedroom..


sis's walk in wardrobe...


sis bedroom...


sis bed..


sis toilet...

best kan umah dia???