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more lots money!!
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be my fren.
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28 June, 2007
sumone emailed me dis. n in sum ways or others, heart wrenching n all, it's damn true.
wen u were 1 year old, she fed u and bathed u,
u thanked her by crying all night.
wen u were 2 years old, she taught u how to walk,
u thanked her by running away wen she called.
wen u were 3 years old, she made all ur meals wif love,
u thanked her by tossing ur plate on e floor.
wen u were 4 years old, she gave u some crayons,
you thanked her by coloring e dining room table.
wen u were 6 years old, she walked u to school,
u thanked her by screaming, "IM NOT GOING!"
wen u were 7 years old, she bought u a baseball,
u thanked her by throwing it into e neighbor's windows.
wen u were 8 years old, she bought u an ice-cream.
u thnaked her by dripping it all over ur lap.
wen u were 9 years old, she paid for ur piano lessons.
u thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
wen u were 10 years old, she drove u all e way for school to a birthday party.
u thanked her by jumping out of e car n never looking back.
wen u were 15, she came home from work looking for a hug.
u thanked her by having ur bedroom door locked.
wen u were 16, she taught u how to drive.
u thanked her by taking it every chance u could.
wen u were 17, she was expecting an important phone call.
u thanked her by being on e phone all night.
wen u were 18, she cried at ur high school graduation ceremony.
u thanked her by partying out all night.
wen u were 20, she asked if u were seeing anyone.
u thanked her by saying, "it's none of ur business."
wen u were 21, she suggested some career paths for u to take.
u thanked her by saying, "no thanks. i dun wana b lyk u."
wen u were 23, she gave u furniture for ur apartment.
u thanked her by saying it's ugly to ur friends.
wen u were 24, she met ur fiancee and asked about ur plans for e future.
u thanked her by glaring at her and saying, "mum! puh-lease!!!"
wen u were 25, she helped to pay for ur wedding n she cried n she told u how deeply she loved u,
u thanked her by moving halfway across e country.
wen u were 30, she called wif sum avise wif e baby.
u thanked her by saying, "things are different now."
wen u were 40, she called to remind u about a relative's birfday.
u thanked her by saying u were "really busy right now."
wen u were 50, she fell ill and needed u to take care of her.
u thanked her by reading the burden parents are to their children.
and den one day, she quietly died...
and dats wen u realized u never did anything for her before n regrets are juz too late.
ive always known im more to daddy's girl den my mummy's girl, coz sis is. but nonetheless, i noe she loves us all e same coz she only has 2 of us. her 2 growing princesses.
wen u were 1 year old, she fed u and bathed u,
u thanked her by crying all night.
wen u were 2 years old, she taught u how to walk,
u thanked her by running away wen she called.
wen u were 3 years old, she made all ur meals wif love,
u thanked her by tossing ur plate on e floor.
wen u were 4 years old, she gave u some crayons,
you thanked her by coloring e dining room table.
wen u were 6 years old, she walked u to school,
u thanked her by screaming, "IM NOT GOING!"
wen u were 7 years old, she bought u a baseball,
u thanked her by throwing it into e neighbor's windows.
wen u were 8 years old, she bought u an ice-cream.
u thnaked her by dripping it all over ur lap.
wen u were 9 years old, she paid for ur piano lessons.
u thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
wen u were 10 years old, she drove u all e way for school to a birthday party.
u thanked her by jumping out of e car n never looking back.
wen u were 15, she came home from work looking for a hug.
u thanked her by having ur bedroom door locked.
wen u were 16, she taught u how to drive.
u thanked her by taking it every chance u could.
wen u were 17, she was expecting an important phone call.
u thanked her by being on e phone all night.
wen u were 18, she cried at ur high school graduation ceremony.
u thanked her by partying out all night.
wen u were 20, she asked if u were seeing anyone.
u thanked her by saying, "it's none of ur business."
wen u were 21, she suggested some career paths for u to take.
u thanked her by saying, "no thanks. i dun wana b lyk u."
wen u were 23, she gave u furniture for ur apartment.
u thanked her by saying it's ugly to ur friends.
wen u were 24, she met ur fiancee and asked about ur plans for e future.
u thanked her by glaring at her and saying, "mum! puh-lease!!!"
wen u were 25, she helped to pay for ur wedding n she cried n she told u how deeply she loved u,
u thanked her by moving halfway across e country.
wen u were 30, she called wif sum avise wif e baby.
u thanked her by saying, "things are different now."
wen u were 40, she called to remind u about a relative's birfday.
u thanked her by saying u were "really busy right now."
wen u were 50, she fell ill and needed u to take care of her.
u thanked her by reading the burden parents are to their children.
and den one day, she quietly died...
and dats wen u realized u never did anything for her before n regrets are juz too late.
ive always known im more to daddy's girl den my mummy's girl, coz sis is. but nonetheless, i noe she loves us all e same coz she only has 2 of us. her 2 growing princesses.
27 June, 2007
u wuldnt believe it. e school has asked me to teach malay. malay!!! damn. 
im so dead.
and sitting nearby me at my werkplace is a crazy relief teacher who speaks (loudly!) and mumbles to himself. he's been relief for 2 yrs now, teaching the lower sec history, i think. i think he's gone bonkers due to e fact dat he cant be a permanent teacher. heehee. n he's always pretending to be bz, checking thru his stuff n papers, over and over again. walking up n down, but reali he's not doing anything. he can't be dat bz for a relief man. dun come yar yar larh. ohmigod. e kind of noises he makes is juz unbelievable and so sudden. thank god im only here for only 4 wks. any longer, i'll go crazy.
25 June, 2007
my life is pretty mundane so far. nothing great is happening. random pix to kill my (& your) boredom.
last sat. signing of the bond wif NIE. yes. finally.
i got thru NIE. im scared now dat ive signed e bond coz im tied for 70k. but.....
dat nite. a great place to eat after midnite. at sempang bedok, a place called spize.
only western foods n real cheap.
...yesterday nite
my aunt's newborn baby gerl.
we bought her dis gift at kiddy palace for less than 50bux.
my sis n e lil baby.
....and to wrap it up
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i dunno if its juz me or wat. but sumhow nowadays all he does is scream n shout at me lyk im a nobody. saying things to hurt me, breaking me. accusing me every single day. saying he can live without me; im juz a nobody. never a day has der been a smile on my face long enuf as der were tears.
i only wanted a happy ending. but i kip looking for it at all e wrong places.
pls god. gif me strength & pity me. all i want is sumone to love me.
is dat too much to ask for?
last sat. signing of the bond wif NIE. yes. finally.
i got thru NIE. im scared now dat ive signed e bond coz im tied for 70k. but.....
dat nite. a great place to eat after midnite. at sempang bedok, a place called spize.
only western foods n real cheap.
...yesterday nite
my aunt's newborn baby gerl.
we bought her dis gift at kiddy palace for less than 50bux.
my sis n e lil baby.
....and to wrap it up
(not reali)
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my smug lil monkey. forever eating but never put on weight. sheesh!!
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...and finally
i dunno if its juz me or wat. but sumhow nowadays all he does is scream n shout at me lyk im a nobody. saying things to hurt me, breaking me. accusing me every single day. saying he can live without me; im juz a nobody. never a day has der been a smile on my face long enuf as der were tears.
i only wanted a happy ending. but i kip looking for it at all e wrong places.
pls god. gif me strength & pity me. all i want is sumone to love me.
is dat too much to ask for?
20 June, 2007
Come on ladies, be truthful!
i try!!
1. Do you ever lie about your age?
>>> sumtyms. hehe. coz sum people try to make me out realli old.
2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
>>> how sensitive is sensitive n how tough is tough?
3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
>>> i used to think dark but now i always seem to fall for blondes.
4. Are you currently single?
>>> no.
5. How many things in your past do you regret?
>>> none. not even one.
7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
>>> im not grown up yet?
8. Who was the last person you hugged?
>>> irul anwar.
9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
>>> a fair share of it to last me a lifetime.
10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
>>> yarr!!! plentiful of times!!
11. Do you like your life?
>>> not dat much.
12. Do you shop at Hollister?
>>> is der 1 in spore?
13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a bf from you?
>>> many stole my ex-fiance from me.
14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
>>> one? ure giving dem toooooo much credit!!!
16. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
>>> not many of those.
17. How long have you had friendster?
>>> believe it or not, wen i was in nafa. haha. dats how comp-illiterate i am.
18. Have you ever cheated on someone?
>>> not proud of it.
19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
>>> refer to qn 13 -.-
20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
>>> yupp.
21. What is one of your biggest fears?
>>> wen my loved ones leave me.
22. Have you ever skipped class?
>>> yupp.
23. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
>>> hmm. im guessing no?
24. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
>>> yupp.
25. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
>>> many tyms.
26. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
>>> yesh i do! i do! i do!!
27. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
>>> wow. never.
28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
>>> sumtyms. but famous for beiing on tv as an artist or sumting, but not famous as a slut or anything bad!
29. Do u ever wish u were a man?
>>> u noe, sumtyms i do. its so much easier not having to care so much about putting on make up and dress up to please people. guys primp too but dey only do dat much on hair!
i try!!
1. Do you ever lie about your age?
>>> sumtyms. hehe. coz sum people try to make me out realli old.
2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
>>> how sensitive is sensitive n how tough is tough?
3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
>>> i used to think dark but now i always seem to fall for blondes.
4. Are you currently single?
>>> no.
5. How many things in your past do you regret?
>>> none. not even one.
7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
>>> im not grown up yet?
8. Who was the last person you hugged?
>>> irul anwar.
9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
>>> a fair share of it to last me a lifetime.
10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
>>> yarr!!! plentiful of times!!
11. Do you like your life?
>>> not dat much.
12. Do you shop at Hollister?
>>> is der 1 in spore?
13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a bf from you?
>>> many stole my ex-fiance from me.
14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
>>> one? ure giving dem toooooo much credit!!!
16. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
>>> not many of those.
17. How long have you had friendster?
>>> believe it or not, wen i was in nafa. haha. dats how comp-illiterate i am.
18. Have you ever cheated on someone?
>>> not proud of it.
19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
>>> refer to qn 13 -.-
20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
>>> yupp.
21. What is one of your biggest fears?
>>> wen my loved ones leave me.
22. Have you ever skipped class?
>>> yupp.
23. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
>>> hmm. im guessing no?
24. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
>>> yupp.
25. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
>>> many tyms.
26. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
>>> yesh i do! i do! i do!!
27. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out you were right?
>>> wow. never.
28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
>>> sumtyms. but famous for beiing on tv as an artist or sumting, but not famous as a slut or anything bad!
29. Do u ever wish u were a man?
>>> u noe, sumtyms i do. its so much easier not having to care so much about putting on make up and dress up to please people. guys primp too but dey only do dat much on hair!
16 June, 2007
juz came back from a 3 day KL trip wif mummy, daddy, sis n aunt. e plan was to actually drive up all e way to perak but den we culdnt handle being cramped in e car. daddy even wanted to go back to spore e next day coz he wanted to go back to werk sooo much! we went all e way to genting on e 1st day, but stayed overnite in KL. dat 1st nite we went clubbing and e next day as usual shopped at petaling st while e parents go shopped at masjid india.
the one wif e genting trip
the one wif my chilly sis
the one wif e crazy 'superman' rollercoaster behind me
the one wif e signboard
the one wif e bumper car ride
the one wif e senior citizens
the one wif e chilly air
the one wif sis on e escalator
the one wif sis pooh
the one wif mum and aunt
the one wif my aneroxic sis
the one wif e shopping bags
the one wif sis stuff
the one wif my stuff
the one wif e 'halo halo', which is basically a huge ice kacang
the one wif mummy and daddy
the one wif e ice bowl
the one wif e genting trip
the one wif my chilly sis
the one wif e crazy 'superman' rollercoaster behind me
the one wif e signboard
the one wif e bumper car ride
the one wif e senior citizens
the one wif e chilly air
the one wif sis on e escalator
the one wif sis pooh
on dat nite, we went to modestos', a club in KL wer all e 'matreps' and 'minahreps' of KL are. wat we used to wear to club ages ago are so in trend wif dem rite now! like all those tubes and miniskirts, baring flesh here n der for e gals i mean. guys were mostly wearing jeans n shirt and a coat. me n sis juz wore cargo n tshirts. and seriously, some mats der dun even look like malaysians and are reali good looking. so me n sis made a joke dat dey may look good but once dey talk its a whole lotta different story! and imagine if dey were to gif us their phone numbers..which wuld b like 14 digits! hehe. so niwaes. ders dis gerl walking ard e club carrying a few of e poohs above which costs Rm30 so i bought 1 for sis. der wasnt a tigger so i didnt get 1 for myself. hhmpppffft.
...the next day...
the one wif mum and aunt
the one wif my aneroxic sis
the one wif e shopping bags
the one wif sis stuff
she bought herself 2 small guess bags, 1 big guess duffel bag, 1 coach sunglasses & 1 huge zippo lighter. look carefully at e pix; its reali huge.
the one wif my stuff
i bought myself 1 small guess bag, 1 big guess duffel, 1 orange sweater (sis bought a pink one seen in e pix above), 1 tshirt (which sis also has in orange), a pair of slippers, a pair of nike shoes, 1 coach sunglasses & 1 LV ashtray.
the one wif e 'halo halo', which is basically a huge ice kacang
the one wif mummy and daddy
the one wif e ice bowl
the one wif my overexcited lil sis
the one wif e glutton face of hers
so den today, we were pretty much ready to leave for home..but den e car started to gif us problems! the gear wuldnt engage so it wuldnt move and we culd only put it into reversed! it was sooooo horrible and hot!!! we were stuck at seremban and thank god somebody came to our rescue. we were towed all e way back to jb's caltex, juz before e malaysian customs. it costed us rm700 to get der. the tow guy wun enter spore or even go up to e causeway. so we had to push e car all e way up to e customs! den daddy had a wild idea of driving backwards coz den we wuld reach faster and thank god for cik nor n fam who came to our rescue and kinda held e traffic for us to go thru.
the one wif our backwards car, before e spore customs
finally we reached spore's customs and had to wait for daddy's mechanics to send their tow truck over..which took ages. but luckily we are all safe and sound back home now. exhausted, but ok. :)
the one wif our backwards car, before e spore customs
now dis lil baby is safely in e mechanics, waiting to be repaired. so now we'll b car-less for a few days and its e blardy weekend! haix.
13 June, 2007
aint dey adorable?? dey are fira's little kitties(co-owned by my sis, even thou shes blardy afraid of their mum). dey are soooooooooo small n fury n soooooooooooooo cute. dey are now 3 wks old n believed to be growing larger in 1mths' time. ouh. but fira throwing dem away coz she's pregnant now n she has waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy too many cats. and a parakeet too.
the one wif us cam whoring.
to kill our boredom.
the one wif me camwhoring.
yep. me camwhored in my room at sis condo. aint my room lovely? yep. my room which i haf 2 share wif others lyk her frenz who come over to stay. bluek.
the one wif the view outside my window.
dis is wat i c wen i open e window from my room. ure supposed to see a swimming pool der but den it was nite time, so.
the one wif my stuff.
sis bought me dat tigger to hold my hp in.
i've not much to blog nowadays. ders nothing much reali 'cept for e ongoing irony pathetic life i lead. haix.
niwaes. going off to kl-perak wif mum n dad n aunt n sis. will camwhore lyk crazy n shop lyk crazy. i tink.
niwaes. going off to kl-perak wif mum n dad n aunt n sis. will camwhore lyk crazy n shop lyk crazy. i tink.
till den,
07 June, 2007
ever since i downloaded and burned
from season 1 to 10, ive been playing it over and over again on e dvd set in my room. nothing on tv interest me animore. yes. i realize i may haf a huge prob (or else wat u mite call an 'obsession' - but wateva.) although. i never watch season 10 coz its juz sad dat it ended so fast...
TheGist
This is a show about love and sex and careers and a time in life when everything is possible..about the search for commitment and security...and the fear of commitment and security. Most of all, it's about friendship - for when you're young and single in the city, your friends are your family.
This is a show about love and sex and careers and a time in life when everything is possible..about the search for commitment and security...and the fear of commitment and security. Most of all, it's about friendship - for when you're young and single in the city, your friends are your family.
JenniferAniston
rachel karen green in season 7, playing drums given by phoebe to joey.
love her short bop.
She married Pitt on July 29. 2000, in a lavish Malibu wedding. The two separated on January 7, 2005, and Aniston officially filed for divorce on March 25, 2005.The producers of the show originally wanted Aniston to audition for the role of Monica Geller, but she persuaded them that she was better suited for the role of Rachel Green. She was cast in the role and played the character from 1994 until the show ended in 2004.
CourteneyCox
monica e. gellar in season 6, looking for her wedding dream dress.
On June13, 2004, she gave birth to their first child, daughter Coco Riley Arquette. The child was originally to be named after her mother as Courteney Cox Arquette, however her husband's family objected to this on the grounds that naming a child after a living relative goes against Jewish tradition. Coco is a nickname Cox's friends gave her mother when she was a child. Cox's close real life friend and "Friends" co-star, Jennifer Aniston, is the baby's godmother.
LisaKudrow
phoebe buffay in season 6, riding her only bicycle given by ross.
Since May 27, 1995, Kudrow has been married to Michel Stern, a French advertising executive. They have one son, Julian Murray (born May 7, 1998). While Kudrow was pregnant, Phoebe was also written as pregnant, which is why the storyline of Phoebe being a surrogate for her brother's triplets was introduced.
MattLeBlanc
joseph francis tribbiani in season 7, at monica and chandler's wedding.
When Matt LeBlanc auditioned for the role as Joey Tribbiani he only had $11. When the cast got their paychecks, the first thing he bought was a hot dinner. On May 3, 2003, LeBlanc married long-time girlfriend Melissa McKnight and the couple had one daughter,Marina Pearl LeBlanc, who was born Feb 8, 2004.
DavidSchwimmer
rachel and ross eustace gellar in season 8, a flashback of wen dey were flirting.
In the Friends episode "The one wiff Russ", the character of "Russ", who bore an amazing resemblance to Schwimmer's "Ross", was played by Schwimmer himself, although in the credits the role was credited as being played by "Snaro." The producers have joked in the past that the character of Russ was played by a famous actor named Snaro, but Schwimmer has said that the name Snaro was a tribute to a friend of his.
MatthewPerry
chandler muriel bing n newly wedded on-screen wife, monica, in season 8, waiting in queue to leave for their honeymoon.
Perry developed an addiction to alcohol and to ease this he then became addicted to Vicodin. He first started taking prescription drugs after a jet ski accident in 1997 and checked himself into Hazeldon. In 2000 he was hospitalized with
pancreatis as a result of his addictions. During that summer he lost 20 pounds, appearing noticeably thinner during the 7th season premiere of Friends, in a scene that continued directly from the 6th season finale.
its juz bloody amazing how 6 different people is soooo in sync wif each other. even tho its juz a show but to werk wif each other for about 20plus episodes every season for 10years is no easy feat! juz dun understand why it gotta end wen everything was so well and so funny and so addictive. (ok, im obsessed.)
i used to haf frenship lyk dis. wif lin, najib, hyrel, nana n irul. we used to eat, sleep and wake up beside each other. we used to haf such fun together. but den sumhow we lost it to lin's stupidity. ders juz too much conflict between us amongst e group. but den again, it was such a wonder how we culd live together for months. i miss all those times. i miss our closeness. i miss our friendship. if i culd turn back tym, i wuld turn back to wer we were once close and 'loved' each other....
ok back to e main topic. and if you're wondering if i ever get bored or anything by the show, i'm not. i simply luuurrrvvvveeee re-running it over and over again.
and i culd go on and on bout trivia of friends but i'll simply bore u. so go. watch it urself on cable ch18. and share my obsession.
i used to haf frenship lyk dis. wif lin, najib, hyrel, nana n irul. we used to eat, sleep and wake up beside each other. we used to haf such fun together. but den sumhow we lost it to lin's stupidity. ders juz too much conflict between us amongst e group. but den again, it was such a wonder how we culd live together for months. i miss all those times. i miss our closeness. i miss our friendship. if i culd turn back tym, i wuld turn back to wer we were once close and 'loved' each other....
ok back to e main topic. and if you're wondering if i ever get bored or anything by the show, i'm not. i simply luuurrrvvvveeee re-running it over and over again.
and i culd go on and on bout trivia of friends but i'll simply bore u. so go. watch it urself on cable ch18. and share my obsession.
till den,
