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license class 2b.
to do a degree in english.
more lots money!!
lose weight!!!
modify my green baby.
be my fren.
multiply me.nadia b. nadia. wanie. nina. ain. queenbee. zee exclusive. belo chix. xiaxue the blogger. the critic. ijat snake.
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15 July, 2007
went to jb today to pump oil for my toy. 1st & last tym i'll ever go wif mummy. duno why she had to go so far juz to change money n pump e blardy oil. e process is juz go in, change money, pump oil nearby e exit to singapore n u're done. but she had to go to e oil station which is lyk so far inside! haix. & for a small toy lyk mine, an almost full tank costs me about rm65. which is more or less ok, more or less sg40. but will only last me for about 3-4 days, i tink. im feeling e pressure now. its been only 3 days since my payday but im gona max out soon. wonder how im going to hold dis all up.
den, on e way back home, went to sis place to pick her up...& gez wat we did? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * we had our navels pierced!!! ![]() i was soooooooooooooooooooo terrified of doing it but sis convinced me it didnt hurt at all. n it actually didnt. it hurt juz a lil bit while e guy poked it thru. lyk a small sting. dats it. he had some difficulty coz i had not enuf fats he said. yar rite. coz my fats are all in e wrong places, dats why. so now me n sis are practically twins right from our hair to our navels. (we had our hair dyed back to very dark brown & a stripe of red highlight in e fringe. & she cut it a lil shorter to make it e same length as mine. we're crazy. i noe. ) so we pierced it n bought e same navels studs too! her's is a red dragonfly while mine is pink. hey, its damn expensive ok. we bought e swarovski titanium crystal edition, which costs over a hundred bux. i noe im crazy. complaining bout now having enuf. but hey. dis might b e last ting i mite be able to afford to pamper myself wif. so now im left wif losing more weight to match her,den we're ready to fool more people. hehe. see how small her belly is??
14 July, 2007
yarlar. bought a very expensive toy to play and drive around with. my dream car, hyundai tuscani...!!!!!
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * yar. lyk u wuld believe dat. ![]() same make different model can?? am a proud owner of apple green hyundai getz, released on 12th july 07. only 2 days old but my baby's been all e way to jb oreadi!! driven by daddy of coz. now, dun go thinking im blardy hell rich, coz im not. we bought dis baby so dat i can never go to NIE for classes in july late. expenses are shared between me, sis & dad. 70%, 20% & 10% respectively. im bearing for most of e expenses lyk road tax, season parking & such. daddy's helping wif e monthly installment by contributing 170bux, while sis...well. not sure wat she's gona contribute yet. maybe petrol. so from now onwards no more shopping spree for me. *sob*sob. with greater powers comes greater responsibility. u think??? so on our 1st nite out wif e car, sis brought me to da paolo bistro bar, an italian restaurant, at a secluded place at rochester park. ![]() beautiful ambience to accompany u thru out. its actually a british bungalow which they rented and made into a bistro bar. its beautiful & cosy, like a home, 'cept u haf strangers walking in & out. ![]() dis is wat i've been waiting for?!?!?! i ordered dis lamb chop thingy which only had 3 anorexic stick lamb chops on it. & some veggie for deco, which u can absolutely eat. ![]() den we had desserts. dis is actually a flourless choc cake, which is creamy-ly nice & sweet, & sis ordered smtg else which i didnt manage to get a pix of. its fine dining without the very fine stuff. a cool place to chill for dinner & supper. prices are absolutely overpriced, so unless its a special occasion, restrain from going. tee hee. niwaes, here's e add: Da Paolo Bistro Bar 3 Rochester Park Singapore 139214 (65) 6774 5537 its nearby e MOE building. juz go straight ahead & u will see the rochester park sign. ders valet parking, which costs 6 bux, if ure driving der. n i reali hope u are, cause as i've mentioned its in a secluded place.
06 July, 2007
today marks e end of my malay classes. e new teacher has arrived. im gona miss my kids. everyday for these2 wks dey haf filled up my mornings and making me smile. now. empty.
n for e past few days, my life has been pretty empty. veri empty. it sux to noe dat u haf a boifren but he's not around. it sux to noe u haf a sister but she lives so far away. i cant b on my own. i'll go crazy. it hurts wen ur bf doesnt noe dat. it hurts wen he spends so much time on his frenz. it hurts wen i aint his priority animore. wat a girl's gotta do? dats wat i did. every single day. i cried till my eyes were swollen. and wen he finally agreed to mit me yesterday, i was still crying. den sumthing had to happen. as if dis relationship doesnt haf enuf problems. for which i created most of. irul. if u onli knew wat ure doing is hurting me n making me lonely, den maybe u wuld undestand. but u dun. u wun. i admit i was wrong. i was wrong to be led astray. but i was lonely. all u wanted was to quarel. and fight. and b wif ur frenz. all i needed was juz a little attention from u. im sori. i promise u dis. i wun repeat wat i did. no matter how lonely i get. all im asking is for u to b who u used to b. n love me. is dat 2 much 2 ask for?
04 July, 2007
wen i thot dis hart has been healed,
wen i thot he was e one for me, wen i thot all my miseries were coming to an end, god played a little trick on me. ...n now e person whom i thot loved me e most, who once helped me healed my broken hart, has become e one who broke it back into pieces, and led me back to square one. im drowned in my own tears, every single waking moment. tears dat were once frozen, has now started to flow again... |