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23 year old female scorpion. simple-minded gal who tends to make things reali complicated. i'm fairly organized [at tyms!!] & has beknowned to be a PERFECTIONIST. fav colors are apple green,red,orange & black. proud owner of apple green hyundai getz. appreciates nothing but e truth. known to be goddamn stubborn.

license class 2b. to do a degree in english. more lots money!! lose weight!!! modify my green baby.




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28 September, 2007

juz a short entry for now.

kudos to my bezfren, nadia, on news of her pregnancy...n yesh it's khairil's yusoff baby. 2mths along now...so by e time she gives birth, my hubby wuld be out too! (i hope!!!)

babe, wateva u decide to do next..i b der for u. lyk u always say to me, "if it makes u happy...". wateva it is, never let regret step into ur life wif wateva decision u made.

once again, congrats.

26 September, 2007

today his granny passed away. while on the way home, lynNajib gave me a call...after dat his mum text me. by 9 i was already der.

at 1st i was terrified to mit all his relatives. my fears were uncalled for. i was welcomed veri much by lynNajib n all their cuzzins..

saw his mum...his sisters..his brother...'cept for khalid n his dad....

wen i was leaving for home, i hugged apeyadik..his aunt...said she actually wanted to call me and talk...i said juz call me, anytime....

after i salam his mum, she juz patted me...i duno wat dat means...

all i noe is dat im thankful everyone still treats me as one of dem even thou he's not ard... i juz hope i still remain family..

i mish him so much.

25 September, 2007

yesterday met wif an accident while driving sis back home to bukit timah. had him on my mind....suddenly i blacked out. zoned out. e next ting i knew, i've hit e railings on e PIE expressway. eeeerrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
how unlucky can a gal get in 2 farking mths?!?!
THE DAMAGED:
e cause of e impact on e front door. dented & scrapped.
further up infront. scrapped.
e whole front side. front tyre punctured & rim out of shaped.

close up of rim n tyre.

punctured back tyre & mis-shaped rim.
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haha. juz freaking u out. dis e spare tyre nided to tow e car away.
hehe.
& we'll see u in a week's time.
dis by far has been e worst accident ever...oh god. dat culd happen to me. culd happen to us. imagined if e car was overturned, or lost of control. me & sis will be waving goodbye...i dread to think bout it. after dat i was traumatized n didnt drive again e whole day yesterday n today. am still very shooked up.
daddy has forbidden me to drive his car again. which sux. but ok coz he's not gona confiscate my car. BUT i still can't drive it yet. haf to stable myself & thots first.
total repair cost comes up to 3k plus as e front axle was broken by e impact & had to be replaced.
eeeeerrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why is dis happening to me????

22 September, 2007

lazy & hot sat afternoon. supposed to be doing my assignment essay. which i wanted to start on many, many decades ago. juz plain lazy larh. but gota do it today. mon's dateline. i nid to be more disciplined!!!!

its e 10th day to our fasting mth now. (only??) haha. i missed a week of it, restarted fasting only lyk yesterday. people lose weight wen dey fast but i put on a tremendous amount of fats on me..i cant even fit into my jeans!!! damn. damn. DAMN. i put on freaking, jolly well 10kg worth of fats in a mth ok. i weigh lyk 58kg now. f**k!F**K! (i'm fasting mind u.) now gota fast properly. wen i break fast gota control wat i eat. duno y, i seem to want to eat everything!!!

i'm fat. i'm huge. i'm enormous.
dead.

aniwaes. i watched avril on mtv e other day. & i so freeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaking lyk her attitude n style larh!!

i love her eyes & hair in dis pix.

obviously not her jump ok? its her dressing.

so as of yesterday, i kinda decided im gona go punk/rock chix ala avril style. haha. BUT im gona work it down slowly from e face all e way down to e clothes coz obviously i may nid some new pants dat screams 'avril'. my eyes are getting der, all kohl-black and smudged. nid to STOP cutting my hair lah for god's sake. which by e way is all black now. wif no hint of browns or reds or wateva. check it out in frenster if u want. looks weird at first but now trying reali hard to adapt to it.


bout him. no news yet 'cept dat i noe his letter to me has already arrived at his plc. i've yet to read it, but his mum promised me she'll give it to me after 8th oct, which is his next visit. dis is bcoz wateva he wrote in e letter is different from wat he said to his mum during his last visit. which is so weird considering dat he wrote e letter on 7th sept and his visit was on e 12th. so his mum gota ask him if he still meant everything he said or not blah blah blah b4 i can read e letter. (exhales...)

confusing? nemind. as long as i understand. hehe.


so far, i've send him 10pgs worth of letters. finally got his add from najib who got it from his mum. (shush!!!) oh well. she mite be preventing me from seeing him but she cant prevent my letters from reaching him rite? but najib said, e letters will only reach him in a wk or 2, so i gota be patient. i can kip on writing to him every single day, but for him to reply would be a little tougher coz it will only reach u in a mth. which kinda sux coz wateva i wrote wuld b old news den. n good in a way coz den by e tym he's out he shuld have written bout 9-10 letters. so i wun fil e drag too much. 1mth down. 8 to go.


hari raya dis year. aint got e mood to celebrate. dun even wana go geylang. dis year got own transport sum more but reali aint got e mood. i noe its only e 1st wk of e fasting mth n its too early to say anything...but i'm sure i'd still be mourning!!

aniwaes. dun let my moods get u2. gota start my essay now. really!


15 September, 2007

1st of all, wishing all muslims peeps a hapi ramadhan..its been e 3rd day now. time flies real fast dun u tink? so aniwaes...for break of fast today...le familia went to...
damn huge restaurant, 2 floors and a veri huge capacity of dining tables. great for crowds.
and of coz places like dis comes wif....

great food!
and dis was like onli part of it.....
so u get e gist...
its buffet!!!!
eat all u want!!!
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...and dis was wat we had...
der was no rice as der were too many people der and e top up took so long.....

so sis took some dim sum(paos) and her favourite oat prawns...
while i had sushi....
dad had dis cold, cold clams n such...
mummy joined him...
dats e meat of it....(yuck!)
and e disposed....
waiting for.....
for mummy to cut e meat....
den came e chix satay....which i didnt taste but mum said it was horrible!!!
so sis n me had some pizza....
...and somebody had to go n look stupid. hehe. =)

sis' dory wif mango sauce came....which she culdnt eat anymore...
yes...der are hot drinks der for fussy mums...hehe
and of coz dinner's never complete wif no desserts rite.....
afraid of all dat? u can opt for dis instead den.....
and i noe how people go crazy for buffet. damn kiasu lah.
take so much but never eat rite......
so ders always a reminder never to....
or u'd be fined. no kidding!
it costed us $120 for 4 but damn worth it. u can sit der till dey close up and no one will bother u. great service too. plates are always being cleared up after ure done so ur table will always haf a lot of space for ur other foods.
go crazy people!!!!


break fast @ sakura woodpark

1st of all, wishing all muslims peeps a hapi ramadhan..its been e 3rd day now. time flies real fast dun u tink? so aniwaes...for break of fast today...le familia went to...
damn huge restaurant, 2 floors and a veri huge capacity of dining tables. great for crowds.
and of coz places like dis comes wif....

great food!
and dis was like onli part of it.....
so u get e gist...
its buffet!!!!
eat all u want!!!
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...and dis was wat we had...
der was no rice as der were too many people der and e top up took so long.....

so sis took some dim sum(paos) and her favourite oat prawns...
while i had sushi....
dad had dis cold, cold clams n such...
mummy joined him...
dats e meat of it....(yuck!)
and e disposed....
waiting for.....
for mummy to cut e meat....
den came e chix satay....which i didnt taste but mum said it was horrible!!!
so sis n me had some pizza....
...and somebody had to go n look stupid. hehe. =)

sis' dory wif mango sauce came....which she culdnt eat anymore...
yes...der are hot drinks der for fussy mums...hehe
and of coz dinner's never complete wif no desserts rite.....
afraid of all dat? u can opt for dis instead den.....
and i noe how people go crazy for buffet. damn kiasu lah.
take so much but never eat rite......
so ders always a reminder never to....
or u'd be fined. no kidding!
it costed us $120 for 4 but damn worth it. u can sit der till dey close up and no one will bother u. great service too. plates are always being cleared up after ure done so ur table will always haf a lot of space for ur other foods.
go crazy people!!!!