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23 year old female scorpion. simple-minded gal who tends to make things reali complicated. i'm fairly organized [at tyms!!] & has beknowned to be a PERFECTIONIST. fav colors are apple green,red,orange & black. proud owner of apple green hyundai getz. appreciates nothing but e truth. known to be goddamn stubborn.

license class 2b. to do a degree in english. more lots money!! lose weight!!! modify my green baby.




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08 February, 2009






"dun hate me, dun regret wat we had.
dun forget me
& dun ever say i never loved u
coz u noe i did..."


i cant remember e reason why i stopped writing in blog. i used to lurve pouring out every single details of my oh-so-drama life. sometimes i wonder is dis for me or others to read?

all i haf in mind is dat dis is a perfect reminder of who i was, am & wants to be. juz imagine if one day, amnesia hits me n nobody reali noes who i am; or worse ders no one i can trust wif in telling me e truth abt me, all dis journals wuld be a great help. its part of who i am, even thou der r parts dats not written.

got dis idea from a sophie kinsela book, "Remember me?" its about a gal who erased out 3 yrs of her life, not remembering how & why she became e person she is now. its a gd read, but not so addictive as compared to all her other novels - shopaholics series. man i lurve those. read every single one.

a fren once said, shes far too unrealistic. always shopping!! deep inside me, i totally agreed. shes dis outrageous spendthrift wif e nid to go on a shopping diet. yet luckily for her, found a partner who's rich & wealthy enuf to marry 3 of her. things like dis only happens in books eyy??

not reali. it happened to my sis didnt it?



good life, no work. gets all e tings she wants. juz by becoming someone's wife. hehe.






ooohhh!!! & also i've become an aunt too!!! born prematurely to both yusli & nico shafiqa,

e world welcomes e arrival of little NAUSHIN ALEXIS, 3 mths earlier den expected.
still at e hospy, getting help to breathe properly.

warmth of home.

dis lil' niece of mine is a tough cookie. e docs said she had no chance of surviving, but she did. & growing well now, even thou not chubby & fat as other babies. but she's fine. & so adorable!!!


juz looking at her can make my day. =))
my sis loves dressing her up & wearing for her headbands, coz people thinks she's a boy without it. hehe. but most clothes bought she cant wear yet coz she's super tiny, even some premie clothes r too big for her.

sometimes wen she gets really cranky she gets on ur very nerves..!! no patience during feeding time either.
even so,
dis lil angel is being loved by my mom & dad so much, dat dey had refused to come home to our own house n bunk in der instead, taking care of e baby at nite. sacrifices of e grandparents huh.
cnt wait till she's bigger so i can bring her out to play. now its e 'carrying & sleeping' period. not much fun yet. but i noe dis r e best days of a baby's life before dey learn how to walk & talk. *winkz* u noe wat i mean.


aniwaes. i cant remember why i stopped writing, wen i loved penning my tots so much. n everytime someting comes to mind, e damn comp is not in front of me. n by e time it is, i already forgotten my tots. haix. sometimes i pen it down in my organiser, which btw now is full of super personal tots i had, but e space is damn limited!! & i cant say it out on e net either. private.



see my plight??




updates on my "drama" life.
im now mending a betrayed & broken hart, which i dun wana go into details.

dis seems to be e story of my life thou.
fall in lurve for a long time. thinking its a serious relationship.evryting is good & swit.

den bam!

everyting goes down in e drain, & im left to fend for myself.

i started writing dis blog wen i was first wif my fiancee. was so in lurve. so proud of it. until everting goes wrg wen he decided to haf some fun on his own. so dat was gdbye den. it took awhile to get over. but eventually...

den came my other 'lifelong' boyfriend, irul. who saved me from insanity from losing my fiancee. always der, holding on. everyting was perfect. 'cept dat he had "revenge" embedded in his mind.


now im writing again, in a state of broken hearted.
dunno how many more to come.
der goes my hope of a happy ending.

no more hoping la.
juz take e day as it comes la.
dats e best i cn do nw...
nitez.